Changes

Funny how much can change after high school.
All the promises in your yearbook to keep in touch, every "this isn't the end of our friendship, its just the beginning", Every "promise ill be here forever".
You walk across the stage and everything is broken. Each one chooses a different path & sometimes the paths won't ever intersect again. You lose contact & the friendship accumulated over the years is gone. Thats when you realize how different you really were from each other.

No actually, I didn't die! I left the town behind - I cut the ties to people that could only hold me back. I developed a better relationship with God. I want better for myself and if that means leaving things behind, thats what I had to do. The people who cared enough to stay in my life, found a way to reach me.
I got tired of chasing friendships and trying to make people happy, when in reality it brought me down.

Sure I wish that the friendship could have been better. That those days eating pizza rolls in your living room wouldn't have ended. That I would have came around more after you had your baby. But things changed, & it was unstoppable. We chose different lifestyles. So I tried. But after that, all I can say is God Bless You. May you always be happy and may you find something in life, worth living for. I'm always gonna be around if you need me, and you will never leave my prayers. but there is only so much I can do.....